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This hits me hard in my head. When you are fighting with your
inner demons, never give up you only lose when you stop fighting.
How many of you out there have thought this at least once?
This hits me hard in my head. When you are fighting with your inner demons, never give up you only lose when you stop fighting. How many of you out there have thought this at least once?
If I kill myself tonight, the sun will still rise, the wind will still blow and things will be normal after a while so why not!
Wait and read further. If this does not change your mind probably nothing can.
If you die, you do not die alone.
Your best friend who you always shared everything with, will be walking all shattered and torn in his emotions running away hiding his pain. He will have to be a master at delusion as he will have to fake his agony and pain within. He will stare blankly at the spot that once was only yours he will go back and forth your texts and pictures just to make himself feel that you are with him
Your mom who was the happiest person on earth when she was pregnant and took care of every little damn thing so that you are fine! She who did not understand what nonsense you blabbered while you were a kid. She still loved you when you hated her. She stood for you when you were against her. She who played stupid pranks with you on others just to see one smile. She took everything big or small so that you dont have harsh reality to face. What is she doing now that she knows that you have ended your life? She is numb now. She would sit down with your baby album and cry all day and night that she once made it with her own beautiful hands so that one day when you have kids she could show you off to them.
Your dad who did every possible thing to keep you happy will now be working night shifts so as to keep himself busy so he can survive and take care of the woman at home. He worked day and night to feed you. He taught you things no one could no one will. He always made you his priority. When you entered his life his happiness had no bounds. He who kept on imagining that one day he would lose you but only for good , that one day his baby girl would get married and have another man in her life who will keep[p her happy like how he did. You have killed his dreams.
Gone are the dreams of your parents see you collect that college degree and rocking that graduation hat with pride? You have murdered that thought too. Oh wait there is more
Your partner girlfriend/boyfriend who once loved you to bits and pieces. Came to you for comfort and love, pampered you like a little baby and spoiled you like a princess probably taking a sleeping pill because he cannot handle that fact. He is in denial. He goes to your wardrobe every night just to wear hoodie so that he can rub your smell onto his soul, desperately imprinting your smell onto him trying to hold onto whatever he has left of yours. Who will he face time now, where will he send all those lovely letters just to get one small simple reply to get back to his normal self?
DO NOT TELL ME
Your brother is not going to sit there and curse himself for all the days he fought with you. He will probably help himself out with drugs now and all because of you. You were his role model. You were his partner in crime, he stood for you and protected you like no one ever did. He will stare at his literature notebook like a crazy man cause guess what you were his Shakespeare the one he could go to express himself and to gain knowledge as you had a love for the language.
Now I want you to ask yourself, was you pain worth all this? Was your temporary struggle anywhere near to the lifelong scar these people have and will carry with them until the end? And what did they do to deserve this? All they ever did was love you with all their mind and heart. Is that their fault?
Dont just walk away do not just quit your life you are doing no good to yourself and the ones that love you. The struggle is real, the pain is real, deal with it. End the pain, not your life.