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my life is so lonely and filled with dread
most times i wake up i wish i was dead
nobody understands the real reason why
i can be happy one minute but then i st...
my life is so lonely and filled with dreadmost times i wake up i wish i was deadnobody understands the real reason whyi can be happy one minute but then i start to cry people say pull yourself together youv,e got it allbut they don,t see me at night crawling up the wallyou have a lovely family and a fantastic wifeyou wouldn,t say that if you had to live my life
every day gets much harder till its impossible to copeliving every minute every hour every day without hopetrying harder and harder to make sense of it allwhile my demons try harder to drive me up the wall
the tablets used to work to deadon the painbut still my demons return back again this time they come back ten times worseturning my mere existence into a living curse
then the paranoia the worst fears starts to kick ini,m fighting a battle i have no chance i can winmy life is slipping further and further out of controlnow all my demons are tearing great lumps out of my soul
how can i stop this please help me, who do i askor must i carry on living behind this masksomebody please take all these demons awayso i can feel normal like you one day william t fearby 11/02/2016